So, I've now been married 136 days. The thing is, after originally planning and booking to get married today in Cyprus, I've been feeling a little upset this morning. Took my son to a playbarn to take my mind off it. Was thinking of cooking a nice dinner for myself and my husband to 'celebrate', and wearing some of my wedding accessories. Is this a bit weird?\n\nOn a more positive note, my dad is undergoing his 2nd lot of chemo.